lazy stress

Oh god! I've been really lazy today! XD
Well not reaaaally ... I did my laundry and I cooked (chicken crostina) :D ...blah it was alright, not like it'll be my favorite dish or anything but, hey I tried :P. I am enjoying music again! Last week, I was listening to my music (as I always do) but there was something missing. Sort of a special kind of magic some songs can give me. I love it when they can transport me into other worlds; when music makes you fly and gives you a natural high. That's the best kind of music, definitely.
Such a bummer, it all sometimes gets lost in translations. It shouldn't be like that, music shouldn't have boundaries.
Anyway, this week isn't going to be so different from last week if anything it'll probably be a little more stressing because I have to make sure I turn in everything due for this upcoming week and for the next (since I'm not going to school).
Seems sort of incredible still. It sort of seems and feels like something is going to stop me from achieving my plans. Maybe that's why I hold myself back from enjoying and fully throwing my excitement out into the world. I may seem pretty sure when I tell my friends that I making this trip and that I'll be missing school, but there's just something inside that doesn't let me savor it.
Oh please God, let me have a little peace and let me keep a little faith.