Sunday, December 28, 2008

making mistakes? a little

Superdonne? Superuomini? Non esistono!
Voglio diventare reale..voglio diventare chi sa fare cose da sola...voglio diventare chi può essere fiera di se stessa.
Everybody talks like they know, not realizing they know nothing at all. A pitty really. We would like to know everything and not make any mistakes or be proven wrong, but every minute, every second...time passes and keeps proving we are just a 2 year-old walking and trying to play in a big man's world. The big bad world.
I'm not...I like to be right, who doesn't? But I don't mind the mistakes...not anymore...
at a time, I fought my mistakes and beated myself, but in truth, when I look back at them..at my story, I am grateful. I can look back and say: "I made mistakes yes, but I survived and learned" and that's the best thing one can say. Because at the end of the day, all you have is your experiences. The tracks, the footsteps reminding us where we walk one and what we walked upon. We won't take anything, contraty to what the ancient Egyptian may have thought, once we die. All we can possibly take is the peace of mind and peace of heart. Knowing you were of importance to someone else. That you didn't live your life bluntly.
All I can say is; "I walked this earth, I made mistakes and am expecting more...the mistakes I've made carved the person and human being I am today and what I will be tomorrow"


Better Man - James Morrison

There was a time
I had nothing to give
I needed shelter from the storm i was in
And when it all got too heavy
You carried my weight
And i want to hold you
And i want to say

That you are all that i need
For you, I give my soul to keep
You see me, love me
Just the way i am
For you i am a better man
I said you are the reason
For everything i do
I'd be lost, so lost without you

Under the stars
At the edge of the sea
There's no one around
No one but you and me
We'd talk for hours
As time drifts away
I could stay here forver
And hold you this way

Coz you are all that i need
For you, I give my soul to keep
You see me, love me
Just the way i am
For you i am a better man
I said you are the reason
For everything i do
I'd be lost, so lost without you


Monday, December 22, 2008

prigrina


Estos dias han sido de pereza total! Extraño a mi Toshi =(
desde que esta enfermita, como que nomas no...me habia acostumbrado a ella, porque me gusta escuchar la radio por internet, sobre todo porque puedo escuchar las diferentes radios de Italia, España y asi. Pero bueno, tendré que esperarme hasta el siguiente año para mandarla a arreglar o mandarsela al señor ese que me arregla las compus :P.
Hoy mi papá fue a Tj, y le pedí una revista en la que sale TzN y le dije clarito como se llama y quien sale en la portada y mando a la discipula 1 a comprarla y le dijo mal la informacion! Me trajo otra revista que nada que ver!
Tengo ganas de terminar de leer un libro que me compre en el aereopuerto del DF pero nomas no lo termino por x cosa. Mas que nada y sobretodo por estar en la computadora xD.
Estoy enfadada, como que no siento el espiritu navideño. Bueno no es que sea una tradicion muy familiar para mi; familia? ci vuole di più...
Nunca me he sentido en familia aqui...no siento que sea mi gente; mi gente es mi madre, hermana, hermanos y mi sobrino, y para eso necesito ir a Phoenix. Espero irme en estos dias...necesito hablar con mi mamá.
La unica que siempre me ha apoyado en mis locuras xD Sobretodo mis locuras Tizianescas, aunque me diga otras tantas (que se que son verdad...)

ci vuole tanto e ci vuole poco, ma ci vuole sempre...
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James Morrison - You make me real

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Foto: D & me [2 martedì dicembre] - verso l'aereoporto ;)